Thursday

Lucifer the Horned God

Lucifer the Horned God appeared to me once in a dream the night I was reading S. Connelly's book as she described Lucifer as a tall, fair attractive male with greyish blue eyes and jet black hair. This is exactly how he appeared to me. During this time in my life, many interesting spiritual experiences (Orbs and Audio) were happening to me. I was very open to and receiving various spiritual messages in addition to hearing my spirit guides speaking to me. When they do it's so clear, it's amazing how this happens. You can hear them directly and they tell you what you need to look out for. This only confirmed what I realized all along as humans were not the only ones in existence even today. One day it will shock us all to know, they're coming back to reclaim what was theirs. This human race will burn in fire. I have no doubt.

I've read from other writers Lucifer is considered the first father to man, but not explained why the Christian myths are misleading or could be a lie? I've also read from various sources the Atlanteans are the first race in existence, this I agree with, some physical evidence has been discovered and revealed. Atlantis explained. Most of life and how it is structured was to brainwash us, as I too have been brainwashed growing up in a Western culture with the white man pushing his Christianity on all of us, from the past stripping my ancestors of their own beliefs and practices (which are unknown to me) but my indigenous ancestors were murder raped and killed and for those who survived were stripped of everything only to be whitewashed with the concept of the "birth certificate". The common lie of being marked as white. I am not, nor am I Christian, and nor is America a Christian country, especially when human trafficking, slavery, and murder are the formula to profit that same white man who has subjected us all to their personal agenda. Either way, I am not convinced Lucifer is the Devil as those who choose to demonize him. If he was man doesn't need help when evil prevails, man is already evil from his own heart.

Let's clarify some of those misconceptions of thought. The origins of Lucifer, the angel of light can be traced back to various religions and mythological traditions. In Christian theology, Lucifer is often associated with the fallen angel who rebelled against God and was cast out of heaven. The name "Lucifer" itself comes from the Latin word meaning "light-bringer" or "morning star." In the bible, especially in the book of Isaiah, there is a passage that refers to the fall of a proud and powerful figure referred to as "Lucifer" or "Day Star." This figure is described as desiring to ascend to the heights of heaven and be like God, but ultimately being cast down to the depths. Over time the idea of Lucifer has been associated with Satan or the Devil in Christian tradition. He is often depicted as a malevolent being who tempts humans and opposes God's will. The story of Lucifer's rebellion and fall from grace has been interpreted as a cautionary tale about pride and the consequences of defying divine authority.

Let me express a different view maybe the story is not accurate, maybe Lucifer rebelled because the God everyone is worshipping is not the God they think is father to Jesus, but Yaltaboath. Maybe he is the evil God the Jews have spoken about all this time masking himself to be good and enslaving all of us humans to live here on earth in this karmic cycle of abuse, slavery, and murder. Maybe Lucifer's fight was not to be enslaved to Yaltaboath and the white man but to brainwash everyone who wants people to believe Lucifer is evil, the Devil but in reality is not. Maybe he is just that, Lucifer, not an angel who fell from Grace, but an angel who left and chose to rebel for his own freedom and liberation. Not to bow down to Yaltaboath. My understanding is that divine existence is a "mind" one single mind of divine energy and all of us are a part of the whole. So therefore there are Gods, but not in the way we have been convinced there is. As for Jesus, I doubt he exists and if ever did, it wouldn't surprise me if Lucifer is the Messiah wearing a different face. Sometimes the truth is a lie. Sometimes the truth is an ugly version which gives reason to paint a fairytale to control people.

I'm grateful to now see with both eyes there are far too many holes in the story that have convoluted most of the world today. I rather stand beside an Angel such as Lucifer born of this creation than beside the white man who lies for greed and murders humans for profit then making excuses of why war is justifiable or man-made viruses subjecting the human race to abuse of every sort. Humans are here to flourish and walk the earth freely not be enslaved by false religions.


Sunday

Lilith Demon Succubus

Lilith Demon Mother and Seducer is one of the most famous archetypes of Western Esoteric traditions. I still recall as a kid the numerous news reports of white women who were murdering their infant children and many were also dying of crib death. For a while it was frightening that it seemed more than just an epidemic, it seemed intentional. It was diabolical during this time yet none of these white women were being held accountable for their actions. Authorities didn't know what to make of it and punishment was being ignored. My theory was that white women were getting away with this behavior of killing their infants. it gave rise to females using it as a form of abortion as the numbers were skyrocketing.

Many of these women should have been incarcerated but only one white suburban woman that I can remember stood out and was convicted of murder of her five children. Women shouldn't have kids at all but of course, how would the population grow if no one did? Lilith has been forever in the minds of many people throughout the centuries because of her reputation for being not only a succubus but against a healthy loving families. She has been known for some of the acts against children and the myths of sleeping babies. Lilith has been associated with infanticide; she is known to feast on the lives of unborn children, causes stillbirth and abortions, and some speculate to kill women during childbirth.

Lilith continues to be a hazard to kids and teenagers going through puberty. Whether or not these children are "her blood" is irrelevant; in fact, it always gets more complicated when humans acknowledge that we are her children, and her dreadful eyes turn toward us. Either we die in her presence or we reaffirm our identity as her children and grow stronger than we are as mortals. When I think back on this era of murdering infants and reading literature of Lilith herself I ponder if Lilith's spirit is strong enough to have played on the minds of these women knowing their deep feelings of resentment of being pregnant and going through the birth of having a child.

What I find bothersome is how women have a choice they're all terrible choices, but regardless, of birth, abortion, or adoption, murder is the coward's way out and I strongly feel those women should have been in prison for murder or lethal injection, the courts didn't care about the infant's life, allowing white to get away with murder. If Lilith plays on the minds of women to commit these crimes not one of them will admit to it because only then they will be viewed as mentally unstable and frankly I have no doubt that wasn't the case. Lilith is raw energy and can only be described: "Her womb gapes and cannot be filled. Though she lies in a strange bed every night her lust torments her. In the arms of her lover, she yearns for the embrace of another. At the height of pleasure, she feels bitter sorrow. The fruits of love are empty husks. She hungers and is not fed." Liber Lilith Gnostic Grimoire.



In the Zohar, there is a version of Lilith and it's expressed she was Adams's first wife, but how she was created is interesting. Lilith was created by the rib of Adam (this remains questionable as I've read, that the rib of Adam was removed as it was considered the female part of him). As for Lilith, she refused the Lord's commands and due to her wickedness she was blamed by Eden and Eve replaced Lilith's position as his wife. As the "mother of the witch blood", or the mother of those who bears the mark Qayin, Lilith is revered in witchcraft". Since most people are familiar with the meaning of the term "mother" this type of title might appear genuine, but not in witchcraft. In traditional witchcraft such a title should be interpreted entirely differently relating exclusively to "lineage." It can be viewed in connection with tradition that calling her name will bring Lilith forth, someone of blood to gain her attention. 

People, especially men, adore Lilith as our dreadful mother, the Demon Queen, the Lady of the Fairies, the Goddess, and the demon mother and wife of Qayin. The succubus of the Primordial Dragon and in her numerous other forms, despite her mythology including reputation and severe ordeals, man honors this grand spirit in ceremonies and worship. Many stay close to her knowing of her terror because she can turn against her children, her love is not the kind of love you expect, it can be harsh but if you choose to call upon this demon mother and make a pact with her you need to understand exactly what you are doing as there is no turning back on when making a pact with Lilith. I can't imagine what she would do if you did.