Exploring the Spider Goddess and Feminism

Let me be clear about "feminism" it has no specific definition. If you believe what you choose to believe 'feminism" to be then it shall be your personal definition of your beliefs. My intention here is to explore the Spider Goddess within feminism the hardcore side of female, of woman, of Archane who is not only maternal, but loving and cruel all at the same time. As any mother she needs to play both roles of mother and father in the creation of the birth to many children over centuries of time. However, the conception of this act will be a fornication between Lucifer and the Spider Queen, or victims who fall prey into the web of Archane, who she will use to produce, her children.

Most importantly how Archane encourages the female mortal. Your human will is tested, and your decisions will be judge according to the fabric of your integrity, your make-up, your soul. Everything that happens you must embrace all of it to gain your personal power and understand your sexuality. What it should mean to you as a female growing into a woman. Remember "self identity" is the most vital part to being human and to be able to encounter and manifest powers beyond your humanness, you must know who you are and be able to stand on your own two feet when there is no one to turn to, no family or friends to rely on.

This personal perspective of the Spider Queen will describe her character and essences of being the Weaver of the Web through the dark void of our universe during these travels. As you perform a ritual in her honor asking for power, maturity and wisdom, during a time of growth into becoming a woman can be the initiation to being that woman you need to be. Archane will hear you speak child and begin to weave the very fabric of your desires, but do not expect kindness all the time. She will test you every step of the way and your awareness, pay attention to clues, messages and symbols, conversations (as the Gods use people to communicate). Weaving knowledge into the fabric of the female humanoid you will feel a shift in your head or another part of your body, things will come to you and you will need to release this knowledge of any spiritual experiences you encounter. Journaling helps or speaking to certain people but only when the conversation grabs you to express wisdom or certainty.

Not all females grow at the same pace, some girls take a long time to grow, and when you are a child you know nothing of life and people. As a child you find yourself mimicking adults which could be damaging to your own identity since many adults are wrong about many things or have no idea who they are. Again self identity is vital and you must be aware of who you are, before you can move on to other stages of life. Let me explain what I mean, of a subject no one ever speaks about, "mid-life change". This stage of transformation happens as early as 25 or 28 years old and you feel the shift immediately it sneaks up on you and you must embrace it to learn your identity.

You will begin to notice how your emotions will be all over the place, confusion, aggressions, depressions, sexually active (which can be damaging) and you might find yourself drinking and doing drugs. Your mind and body is changing because you are growing out of childhood, leaving adolescence and getting older and shifting into adulthood. This is "self transformation" and it tapers off around 40 years of age.

Then you go into the next phase of life but if you can learn and embrace this transformation of mid-life (which is the hardest you will experience) then you can grow and learn especially from all your mistakes. Your understanding of who you are will grow with you. The average male lives about 70 years of age. The average female lives maybe 85 to 90 years of age (women always live longer than men). The are four stages to life and death is the last phase, being permanent. I've know of many people who never know their own identity and they die the same way.

As you travel with this time of change, its hard to cope, hard to grasp what is happening to you, a few tips, exercise for mental clarity and awareness, are important to remember. During this time journaling your thoughts good and bad, acknowledging how you truly feel about yourself because reflection is experience. How you see the world, how you feel about your family and friends, how you see them for who they really are, because every human has a dark side within their soul. This to must be explored, but lets speak on that later. For now you need to embrace your self and all the aspects of being female and being human during this change. You must step into being a woman gradually and find your personal power. Archane can help you during this time of change.