The Serpent

The Serpent is the Angel of Death because it is the "evil inclination", so it says in the Zohar. Just today I was thinking about how far back the Qliphotic Tree was discovered. I guess I should have started from the beginning to understand some writings from the Zohar instead of diving head-first into the Tree of Knowledge. Sometimes it's easy to get caught up in what attracts my mind. What I was able to find was an interesting website that had written text of the Zohar. I was searching for authentic writings of the Zohar but also found arguments about who wrote volumes of the book itself. 

I won't get into it right now. Let's focus on the Tree of Knowledge and understand it has several perspectives. As rabbis have written a somewhat different variation compared to modern occultists, of course, some interesting areas are agreed such as Lilith with a couple of differences.

Many of her siblings and children are given the name "Liliti", but in the Zohar, she is referred to as Adams's first wife and it was written she was taken from the rib, that was not taken from Adam, but since she turned out to be of husks, she was viewed as evil and she was banished. This is very different from modern writers indicating how she fled because she was expected to take a sexual position Lilith disagreed with. My point to this and many other arguments I'm going to speak on is the different variables of how stories of the "tree of death" and its intricate details of creation have been shaped in different directions that have left me so confused. I just feel that too many variations have been convoluted with too many thoughts and opinions instead of seeking the truth of creation and finding a common ground. Let me begin here with the Serpent as all of you know the story of Adam and Eve (the whitewashed version).

What if I told you in the Zohar the Angel Sam (maybe meaning Samael) descended from heaven and rode that serpent which all people saw and fled? Sam and the Serpent engaged in a conversation with a woman and caused death upon the world. Other views are here please read. Angel of Death, frankly I have no idea if Adam and Eve ever existed, so many occultist who have studied Hekate says they never did. 

Speaking of which let's change gears. In the Zohar, it states that the Creator created the world since the world was created by the Nukva, which is seen as a woman.  Now who is the Creator, Hekate? Again, this leads us to believe the Divine Spirit, but maybe it's Samael the first Archon, or maybe it's Satan or Lucifer (first father of man) says Mark Smith. From the beginning Adam and Eve were tricked and the Nukva and Za are seen as man and woman creating creation, not the universe.

This is all very interesting this article goes on to say how Adam could have fixed everything if his transgressions didn't get the best of him. According to Lurianic teachings the "soul of the first man" (makes me ponder if Adam was reincarnated). Adam was composed of all various worlds of divine reality and was intended to extricate and reintegrate the divine sparks that remained within the "qelipot". When Adam was created the cosmic process of tikkun had virtually been completed. The "qelipot" and lowest worlds would have lost all their power and sunk, but they never did because of Adam and his sin. The cosmos would have achieved their original state of divine light, it was the sin of Adam that caused the sparks of all human souls, not Eve, his second wife. The church has been blaming women all this time, to demean us, when it is man who fucked up with sin!

Many of these stories have been deliberately convoluted to control the masses and confuse public opinion. Frankly, the truth is never nice, it's always ugly and that is the problem with most people seeing the truth for what it is. Yet modern occultists have also stretched the truth about the "tree of death" into a darker state than it may be in reality. Not to say the dark tree isn't filled with hatred and vile shit, because if it is, again it's because of a man who is filled with vile shit. 

It's a man that keeps the shells active and alive and we as a collective human race will burn in fire for it all. As for occultists of the 'Left Hand Path," it is the intention to deepen the fall. I need to seek the truth if I can find enough evidence to form my thoughts of what the truth might be, ripping away from all the weeds I will form my own personal Gnosis to seek transformation before I die.

Toad Animal Spirit

Toad Animal Spirit is about magic, abundance, agents of change, and transformation. Over the years a few occultists and some not have written and rewritten the "Toad's Ritual". Let's view the toad itself, the toad is associated with happiness, good luck, abundance,  and fertility. Frogs jump into our lives as symbolic agents of change. Adaptable and diverse, frogs have lived on Earth for 350 million years. Linked to magic and transformation. A frog can help us leap successfully through transitions of status, age, or consciousness. 

Frogs are amphibians. Beginning life as eggs in water, they hatch into tiny tadpoles and later develop into frogs, which makes sense as to why the "Toad's Ritual" is significant with Hekate. The relevance is the cosmic egg and that humans can be seen as amphibians since we are made up of water in the womb and from the time were born and after were born our body consists of over 50% water. It makes sense why the keys to the Frog are necessary to unlock the mysteries of the universe.

The Toad Jumps into change - Helps ease the transition - Brings Healing - Advocates Adaptability. At home both on land and in water, the Frog awakens our creative nature, brings artistic ideas to the surface, and helps ground our dreams in reality. Representing the fluid nature of metamorphosis. The Frog can help us move smoothly from one stage of life to another. With excellent depth, perception, sensitive hearing, and fast sticky tongues, frogs are skilled at catching prey. The Frog aids in elevating perceptions and accelerating movement. The Frog is also associated with healing, medicine, and altered states of consciousness. The Frog enhances intuition, shares secrets of the spirit realm, and helps travelers return safely home.

Let's now talk about the "Toad's Ritual" from two different occultists. Mark Smith and Michael Ford. Here I will view a comparison of rituals between these two writers. The Frog is the primary Lore and Companion to the Witch and Sorcerer. Let me begin with this in Mason's book "Tunnels of Set" she references Hekate as the "Frog Headed Goddess" just as Michael Ford does, but Smith uses a different phrase, "Tasstatawoah" is a word of the power of Hekate herself. Ford describes how to dissect the Frog and how it might come to you on the path, how it represents Hekate, and that you will be tested by the Devil. Ford goes on to explain not to give in to the Devil's tests, and to stay true to the path. 

This ritual is the witch's craft and dedication to the Queen Hekate. Now Smith his ritual is somewhat different described as an undertaking of crossing the Great Abyss. Regardless of the various Toad Rituals presented in different ways with different companions or shades of the Great Dark Mother, Hekate is the main patron of this ritual.

Both occultists share this main part of the sacrifice except for one thing instead of Hekate's three shades, you make a pact with Lucifer.  "Upon the night of the full moon once the latter tasks had been performed the bones were cast, in ritual and prayer to the Gods of the Witchcraft into a stream of running water to observe and obtain the one bone that would resist the natural flow of the stream’s current, this being the toad bone in question from which the charm is made. 

This bone had to be seized with the projecting arm of magical power and kept safe on the person at all times until the three nights of the dark moon; the third being the night of the dark moon itself. The three nights were to be spent in a cemetery as evocations and prayers to the Dark Witch Gods of the craft were made for the power of the witch’s craft".

On the third night, the Devil would appear and attempt to take or tempt the bone from the summoner. Depending on who was successful of course the power of the witch would either be given or the summoner and all that they were was lost and belonged to the Devil. Those who were successful were able to make their pact with Lucifer for the Witch power. This is a powerful ritual, another way to cross the Abyss which will hopefully lead you to have the courage to travel to Lucifer's Inter Sanctum. I would avoid killing the Toad, even if Hekate asked me to. It's just me, I can't kill any beast of land or water.

Spirit World

Spirit World is when you open the Door to the dark side is unpredictable and yet can draw you into getting closer to the unknown. At least it did for me. Two years ago I found myself surfing the net and viewing occult websites and "left-hand path" individuals' books, and videos watching how they practice everyday rituals.

It caught my attention but the "New Age" crap is a joke and I could see the difference between all talk and no real spiritual experience with the energy, these girls had experienced in their personal lives. Especially if you're trying to look like a vampire with Halloween makeup, it's not impressive or convincing! That being said, the so-called witch is only here to make sales on a niche, not to have a real understanding of spiritualism.

It takes a lifetime to understand these energies and to experience real power or a glimpse of possession you will endure tests and mind fucking influences. You are either strong enough to handle it or not. Two years ago I spoke Marba's name on a dark moon after midnight. I was NOT conducting any rituals only spoke his name while doodling a photo. I can not begin to describe the feeling, how overwhelming and strong this energy was in my face. As it appeared it knocked over my speakers on the desk I was sitting at and had me impenitent in my chair. I couldn't move, at first, I thought, is this real?  It lasted all of 2 to 3 minutes, which seemed long, soon after that event, I was experiencing many beings in my home, rubbing against me, in my dreams, sending messages through moths and this is what I learned.

• When you are vulnerable, spirits will show up and play games on your mind.
• If your angry parasites will feed off those emotions and influence your mind to act out.
• As a beginner not using a proper circle, you can be sexually attacked when sleeping.
• Your emotions daily will give cause for spirits to hang around all the time, draining you.
• When family or friends bring negative energy it will cause havoc in your life.
• During these times the Divine (or universe) was speaking to me.  I listened.
• Cleansed my house daily, and took hot showers.
• Began to meditate and speak to the universe asking for help and guidance.
• Paid off debt and relocated it was a personal choice, but my spirit guides told me to do so.
• I was in severe physical pain in my legs and couldn't get to a doctor. I begged Marbas to help me, and he did and it was gone the following day.
• After I began to search for healing and redirected myself to Hecate things changed.
• I spoke to Marbas asking for healing of my physical and emotional pain.
• Witches' Wisdom Tarot helped me to heal with the Divine spirit.
• Working on Aligning with the Divine is important. I still praise Lucifer, but I do not close myself off from the holy father or celestial angels because all are a part of creation.
• I made a choice as Hecate to be my Divine Mother and I praise her always.
• Being a Capricorn with a Binah and Devil Tarot card associated opens the door easily.

Of course, I am still learning, but I've realized it's all a part of creation, people say pick a side, you can't praise both Gods, maybe not, but it's worth understanding both Gods and this universe. Understanding the ancient ways of the Gods that are important, as where true Witchcraft originated. As for LHP people I enjoy reading their books, but they too are here to make a buck and go down in history, never really speaking about too many physical experiences.  LHP cult has a different perspective than those who just practice witchcraft in a simple everyday lifestyle. Especially in Faustian Tradition.

Asenath Mason has views expressing how society admits to the entertainment business and politics being Satanist. They do give those impressions with symbolism and behaviors that are imposed, but I can see they are not true to the art and devotion of spiritualism. I don't know what they consider themselves to be, but it's very obvious they have to follow an occult mentality in an unhealthy manner, with gang hand signs, parties, and bad behavior. Many corporations do indicate symbolism of some sort, for example, the people who own the apartment building where I live are Luciferian but claim Freemasons. I found the V on their company website in plain sight on the front page but all those FREEMASONS are bogus in my eyes.

Mark Allen Smith has shared with me something he has experienced that was harsh. He once told me when invoking Lucifer, his power is so immense it's "not in the same cosmos".  Asenath Mason spoke in a video about Astaroth and how she walked up to a mountain that had sulfur burning and Astaroth's energy appeared and was very powerful.

She expressed it was the only time she experienced power like this.  Now, this surprised me she expressed how it was the closest experience she had in her life.  I would think she would have had many experiences all these years good or bad. That's what I am talking about many people seem to be a Façade. She was a student of Marks and her "Faustian Tradition" that she follows speaks on selling your soul for money. Well, I've heard the worst.

All my life I have experienced unusual spiritual events just never understood them. My husband told me he experienced a dark spirit with yellow eyes looking right at him, in a house he grew up in that was abusive. The same thing happened to a relative. These energies will appear and let themselves be known physically if they can manifest a body, especially if you're in a dark place in your life and in emotional anger/pain.  It's teaching yourself how to cope and what to do when it happens because "balance" is the key.

The Journey

Witchcraft is Divination and Practice of Gaining Knowledge. The more I view people online, the more I realize their expertise is minimal with no real experience of Evocation or Invocations of Goetia Spirits. The mage will know when you're being possessed by hostile parasites that can manifest, your behavior changes, and when it's Goetia you know the change is there, but nothing hostile. Now with,  Witch of Wanderlust, she has a video about working with Hecate, but the entire video she's talking about a school and how this school teaches you what you need to know. Okay, not once did she describe an actual encounter with Hecate. Frankly, I think she's full of shit, but whatever.

There are far too many people who only buy books to collect them, but never understand the author's point, as for book reviews they are watered down with no meat of the book itself being analyzed. Then there are those witches who paint their faces like a vampire and the rest of the online occultists are selling products to make a buck off of witchcraft, including schools, lessons, and junk from the internet, is witchcraft more a fad than a spiritual journey?

Let's not forget the number of people who do write about being in a coven at some point over the numerous years of being an occultist, only to end up fighting and competing with each other, trying to do each other harm. Yet no one dares to fight with the politicians or scum on social media which only funnels hate throughout society. Has it crossed anyone's mind maybe you fighting the wrong war?

I only wish I had started learning early in life about witchcraft, I might have grown to be experienced by this point, however late or not, being a Capricorn has serious advantages other signs of the Zodiac don't have. Considering the Capi is associated with the "Devil" Card in the Tarot I feel inspired by this because as silly as it may sound to some 1) I'm closer to the source 2) It's Empowering being associated with the Devil Card 3) Capi has a strong connection to Malefica 4) Being fully aware of my consciousness draws me closer to spirit guides 5) Being a Capi intimidates so many people naturally. It must be our strong energy that gives us away. 6) Saturn the most powerful planet in the Universe has our back.

I was told by my spirit guides long ago to understand ancient art from its roots, history, origins, and the truth, this in itself is a challenge with so much reading and questioning all that I do read. Viewing YouTube on Witchcraft doesn't provide much variety at all, so digging for the truth is like being on a treasure hunt.

However, I will advise that reading "Kabalah Unveiled is a good source to understand creation and many other unhidden interests. Connecting to the source of magic. Another good place to find old literature or at least different views on witchcraft is the British Library. This library contains so much information because they horde the world's treasures in their back pocket, possessing and owning just about everything they can as if they have the right.

Regardless, your spiritual journey should be authentic, and it can begin anywhere, in the kitchen, or garden, with crystals, or just dive into practice, you won't know how to communicate or touch the spiritual energy until you have it in your space. 

Only then will you know how real it is.  Yet if it doesn't feel right, know how to Banish it away, hostile or parasitic energy will walk in whether you want it to or not. It will influence your mind to act badly, so prepare if you can.  You can't learn it at a school or through another. You must face it in real time in your home and on your own.  Only then can you call yourself a real witch!!

Sex Magick

Lilith Queen Of the Night as many refer to her, among many other faces, but does anyone really know this demon goddess? I can only think of, Karl Steiger. I have to admit I was taken in by his story of Lilith and how he experienced her in full possession. Steiger was fortunate to find such an amazing antique in the bookstore, such a rare find, just knowing it traveled thousands of miles until it fell into his hands. If the story of Lilith had no truth to it, then how would a demon goddess be spoken of for thousands of years and still lay in the hearts of men? 

This last week I was watching late-night horror movies and came across a B-rated low-budget film based on Lilith the Succubi. The ending is not what I expected, but it made sense to be rid of her since Lilith depends on sexual kalas. Well, at least one might think they can get rid of a demon Goddess, but I don’t think so.

Maybe banish her back to her lair, but she will never die. It’s really hard for many people to believe why spirits of different natures want sex from humans, why not? Isn’t that what humans live for? It’s a way to keep millions of people corrupt and weak, especially the human male. Demon Goddess Lilith In much of the literature, I’ve read Lilith has her younger, and many other manifestations visit the men who are alone and desire lust because they are vulnerable, it's only natural to want skin on skin for those humans who dare to explore their sexuality. Let me introduce a book I purchased from Asenath Mason about Sex Magick and having Sex with a Succubi.

Now don’t make the same mistakes Steiger made, he was a victim to Lilith, he gave into her believing he would become immortal, but instead, he took his own life. When he was weak he should have stood strong, but it wasn’t in his nature and this one point I want to make, spirits angels, vampires, and demons know us better than we know ourselves. they know our weaknesses, our strengths, our consciousness if we are aware, our fantasies, and more than anything our desires. Do not think you can control these metaphysical energies, you can’t.

You as the mage will decide what to give and not to give, if the spirit wants to work with you if they like you or not. Our weakness as human beings will play against us during times of rituals, so always be sure of your choices, and do not let your Ego or desperation get the best of you.

As for sex try something new and different, Why? Go to the local bar and look for a fuck or wait around for your boring husband to pull himself away from the ballgame and hope he performs a satisfactory level of Fucking!!! Why not try Sex Magic with a Demon of your choice? Asenath Mason's book “Rituals of Pleasure” will provide step-by-step instructions on how to have sex with a Demon or Succubi.  This book is amazing I enjoyed reading it. 

It speaks about Demon children and creating your own lover and at the very least you can have your sexual pleasures met without disappointment. A suggestion before any rituals are performed have a basic understanding of ceremonial magic and protection, departure, and always respect these spirits, they are here to teach us what we do not know or to be afraid to confront ourselves with. Click on the Image and you can download the following information to perform a ritual.